I don’t want to talk

I have a friend. He was my housemate for two months. He is a super sensitive man, like super, you even cannot imagine.

We never seriously argued, due to language barrier, but he was mad at me twice. When he was mad, he would unfollow me on Instagram. Oh my god, he’s even older than me! Age really doesn’t determine someone’s maturity.

Of course, since I am more childish than him, I unfollowed him back 😂

Anyway, after two years and half without contact I decided to send him message, “I miss you.”

He only replied me, “?”

🥱 🥱

Okay no worries I don’t care.

We ended up exchanging some text messages and he called me. We talked almost everyday in two weeks. I think he missed me also, but he never said it.

But then, since last month I have been ignoring his calls and messages. He always wants video calls while I like texting more. I just feel I don’t want to pick up his calls. Not only him though, I haven’t been in the mood to pick up calls or reply messages from several friends.

I don’t know why.

But I don’t want to talk.

I don’t hate him or other friends.

But I don’t want to talk.

Few days ago, he sent me many messages, he called me, but I ignored until he sent me message,

“If you don’t answer, we are finished. It’s just a wasting time.”

Uh huh? What finished? Did we start something? Are you not the one who wastes your own time by calling me? 😂

After he sent me that message, the more I don’t want to talk to him.

Maybe we are not in the same frequency anymore. Maybe I don’t want to listen to his 1-hour-long rants about his life anymore.

Maybe I unconsciously feel talking to him consume a lot of energy.

People come, people go.

He hasn’t unfollowed me yet on Instagram.

All is fine.

I only don’t want to talk, not that I did something bad to him. It’s okay.

There are 7 billion people in the world.

Take care, my friend.

Find your happiness.